The weeks are going by fast…and i am busy, but what else is new? for the most part, school is goin good, with some exceptions of course.
for some strange reason i find myself thinking about furlough, although it’s like a year away. its not like i want to go to America, because of course i dont, but i want to go shopping. really bad. i have this sudden urge to go to a store and buy tons of stuf that i dont need. the only problem is there are no real stores in PNG in which to do this. *sigh* i guess i will have to wait. although, the more i think of furlough, the more it reminds me that when i go on furlough, my two really really awesome friends, Anna and Nate leave PNG….for good!!! which really, really stinks because im gonna miss them soooo incredibly much. so i dont want furlough to come, and yet i do. confusing…
this whole weeks at school we are doing SAT’s (stanford acheivement tests) which are really annoying just in case you have never had the privelege of experiencing one. lucky you! yes well, anyways. i will survive, but barely.
i am thoughtful tonight with lots on my mind. i am thinking of my three brothers and sister-in-law, and missing them like heck. its extremely hard for me, being the only child and something i have to deal with daily. i am also thinking about my life, and whether or not i am living how God wants me to.
well God painted a picture the other day,
right before my eyes,
as i sat, thinking,
he painted a masterpiece
a picture of his love displayed over the sky.
some days its hard for me to believe
and others, its as easy as 1+1
some say im glad to be so sure
and others wonder at my faith.
so i wonder today,
what will be the sign?
the symbol that shouts his love
the sign that proclaims his majesty
ill look towards the sky
asking for his assurance again,
that he will reign.
So God painted me a sign today,
a symbol of his love.
he painted it right before my eyes
and made me know for sure.
-me! (i just made it up so its a little…rough…)
cheers everyone!
~the buzzing angel
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