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tripping on Him

Ok, now that i have gotten some rest, here is an extended version of sports day(s). on friday, i went out the school at about 8 and later on, did softball throw, 800m, high jump, 4×200m relay, and medley relay. you know the results for those, so i wont go through the burden of telling you again. on saturday, i went out at about 8 again and later i did 100m, 400m, and 4×100m relay. high jump started at about 1 meter and we worked up from there. like i said, i have done better in practice so that was kinda dissapointing. in softball throw, i had also done better in practice. in practice i got around 23.17 meters and in the event, i only got around 20 meters. sorry for all of you out there who only speak in feet and inches, but thats what you get for living on the wrong side of the world! haha. or not. ok moving on. i had fun on sports day(s) despite the fact that i had a wicked cold so it made it hard breathing but i still did well. and in the end, beta won!!! go beta!!! (oh and in case you didnt get it, the little song thingy at the end of my last posting was the beta cheer.  i cheered so much yesterday that im surprised that i can still talk. although im used to talking so….yea. ok. nevermind.

today in church, 3 of the senior guys spoke to us which was an interesting diversion. they spoke on temptation, depression, and pain. i won’t go into detail on every one, but the last one, pain, really stuck in my mind. The guy who spoke to us about that is our school president. He is a great guy. he said that God, has gone through so much pain that we cannot even imagine. he asked us how many other religions do we know that their god went through pain. he also said that when we are experiencing emotional and physical pain, that we should go to God, because he knows best what we are going through. he said that all through the Bible, it says when we experience pain, that we should look ahead, to heaven, to the good things that are coming. he also said that eternity is a really long time and that heaven is a really great place and he encouraged us to look ahead to the good times and all the joy that we will have. he mentioned that in John 16:22 it says, ” Therefore you now have sorrow; but i will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.” so, just be encouraged, if you are going through a hard time that it will pass and that God knows your pain so talk to him and that in the end, you will have great joy that no one and nothing can take from you.

well, only a few more weeks of school left, 2 weeks and 2 days to be exact. holy cow, its been going so quickly. i cant wait for break cuz when it comes, i can sleep in and chill out. cuz i need the rest really badly!

well, i better go do some homework(oh goody), but i just wanted to give you a better overview of sports day(s).

 

You are so awesome, God

the way you made me, designed my life

You are so amazing, God

amid the joy, amid the strife

You are my everything, God

You’re all i want and all i see

i go tripping on You, God

i love the way You live in me

You are totally cool, God

the way you let me live your story

You are so fantastic, God

shine through me and show your glory

Beta, beta, beta…oi oi oi!!!!!!!!!!

Well, we just got done with sports day!!! (deep breath) its over!!! im so happy. i did really well in like all my events so im like rock on! ok here is my results…..

 blue ribbons(1st):

4×100m relay

4×200m relay

 

red ribbons(2nd):

medley relay(2 100m, 1 200m and 1 400m)

softball throw

 

white ribbon(3rd):

100m dash

 

yellow ribbons(4th):

high jump

400m dash

800m run

 

em tasol…oops, that means that’s it. in high jump, i did worse than i usually do and in the 100, i did way better than i thought i would! so it was a good day, well, actually 2 days and i am officially tired. so i just wanted to let ya’ll know what my results were and beta won the whole 2 days!!!! wahoo!!!!!!

 beta, beta, beta….oi oi oi! beta, beta, beta….oi oi oi! beta! oi! beta! oi! beta, beta, beta….oi oi oi!

The End-of-the-year buzz

Ah, don’t you just love the end of the school year? it’s so exciting! our school sports day is coming up, in 2 weeks, and everyone is getting ready. the school is split up into two teams, alpha(red) and beta(blue) and the whole day and a half is competition between the two. After school almost every day, the sportsy kids go out to the field and train for the big day. Today, i practiced high jump, hurdles, and different types of sprinting events. Not to say that i am that great at these events, but hey! a gurl can wish can’t she? high jump is really fun if you can actually jump over the bar, but when it gets too high for you to jump over, so that you jump into the bar, it really hurts! i did that one too many times i think. hurdles is also fun, as long as you don’t trip over the hurdle. okay, don’t get the impression i do this all the time…i mean, im not a total ditz!hehe, but its fun anyway.

Banquet, which is a dinner and night of fun for the 11th and 12th graders, is coming up, too. All the parents of the 11th and 12th graders, who put the night on are practically living at the teen centre and all the kids are getting really excited…its the talk of the school. along with sports day, that is.

All the academic stuf is wrapping up too with tests and the end of textbooks. its so exciting…i cant wait! all the band and choir members are practicing and trying desperately to get ready for concerts and all that jazz…haha, get it? jazz? sorry, ok that was really lame!

im trying to write this while watching a rerun of full house so if this doesnt make sense, im sorry. but i usually dont make sense, so this shouldn’t be anything new.

  I wanna sing of Your mercy

I wanna sing of Your love

And tell the world I’m grateful

For everything that You have done

I wanna sing of Your kindness

Wanna share the good news

As long as I can sing

I wanna sing about You

Grace so amazing

I can hardly understand

How You forgive me

And accept me as I am

I can’t believe the way

You work in my life

I would be craze

If I kept this all inside

Hope for tomorrow

And a passion for today

Joy in the sorrow

Cause You’re with me all the way

Oh and You gave Your life

To show that You care

This is the music

That I want so much to share

I want to make a difference

Want to rise above the noise

With the kind of words I choose to use

Each time I lift my voice

 

Cheers! - the buzzing angel

glasses, school, and life

hey all my faithful readers (that is, if i have any),

last week i had to go to Goroka to get my eyes checked and i found out that i need glasses, and thank goodness they had some in Goroka as it is a small town, but i found some and they um, dont look tooooo awfully bad. im just glad i can see again!

i tried out for a worship band for the teen’s worship service, but there were too many people trying out and i didnt get a place. i was kinda really dissapointed but it wasnt so bad and there is always next year but it was kinda annoying.

i have decided that PNG is my most favorite place on the planet. Not like you guys haven’t heard that before, but it totally rocks my world.

i went to a swing dance on saturday, which we have once a month. it was totally fun just like totally swinging around and acting weird and having fun. on friday night, our class played a whole bunch of running around games in the mud. =D that was fun! then the girl’s had a massive sleepover….it was totally fun. on sunday night for youth group, our class played live monopoly. its like where different houses around here are different properties and yea….it was really fun! except my team lost like majorly but we had fun losing! and then, monday was back to school. blah.

“Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul, and sings the tune without the words that never stops at all.” - Emily Dickinson

-the buzzing angel (yup, that’s me!)

A Walk Down Memory Lane

“Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad” -Christina Georgina Rossetti

 This has been true for me the past few days. I find myself thinking back to a life that cannot ever be again. A life that i had in America, where i knew every street and every shop with my eyes closed. A life lived in an old house that holds so many memories for me and my brothers, hearing the birds chirping happily, rolling in the cool grass, smelling gardenias outside my window in spring, making snow angels in the bit of snow in winter, catching fireflys on warm summer nights, and feeling the cool breeze on my face in Autumn. That house in Virginia holds so many special moments that i wish more than anything that i could bring back, but i know that can never be. And life goes on.

School is busy, and i am in the 5th week of school, half way done with the term already. 5 more weeks of being a seventh grader. that is a very scary thought. band and choir are still going but i have stopped volleyball because of my busy schedule. i have very little down time and as a result, i have become very tired and i am not sleeping well, so i am trying to cut down on my schedule.

 i was going through some old letters that i have had for years and i came across some letters that my grandfather sent me along with some my grandma has sent me. i found myself missing him and realizing perhaps for the first time that he is never coming back. i found myself writing a song, or perhaps a rather long poem dedicated to him….here goes :

Here a moment, gone forever

how i wish that i could tesser

to say the words left on my lips

to let you know how much i miss

    the little things you used to say

    the simple gestures that made me smile

    oh tell me why can’t you come back

    oh please come back to me

all the times, i wish i could remember

to think back on the times we’ve shared

of all the smiles and tender moments

i’m gonna miss you till i come home

   the little things i miss the most

   the notes you sent me in your shaky hand

   oh tell me why can’t you come back

   oh please come back to me

ours on earth, the Lord’s forever

when the trumpet sounds, ill see you then

until that moment, i will always miss

   the little things i will never

   hear from your silent lips

   but have a blast as you walk forever

   with the One who saved you

   but come on back when i need you most

   come on back in my dreams

i truly will miss him, with his loving embraces and i know i will regret not telling him enough how much i truly appreciated him. but i know he is in good hands and i can’t wait to see him in Heaven.

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